I was in a serious car accident when I was little. A girl I liked died while protecting me. It took a while before they got me out of the car, and I could feel her body slowly getting colder. Ever since then, it was difficult for me to physically touch anyone.

AHN BO HYUN as Moon Seo Ha & SHIN HYE SUN as Ban Ji Eum
See You in My 19th Life (2023) dir. Lee Na Jung

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grieving the person you used to be

marian keyes// ?// bigger than the whole sky, taylor swift// fiona apple// @inkskinned// would've, could've, should've, taylor swift// father, the front bottoms// @inanotherunivrse// ?// memento mori, crywank// @dakotajohnsongf// @ryebreadgf// quote: deathless, catherynne m. valente edit:? // bojack horseman s6 e16// a pearl, mitski// would've, could've,should've, taylor swift// ?// ?// ?// @heavensghost

I wanted to be loved more
than I wanted to be
alive. For so long

I thought not to be
loved is good
but to be loved
is to
be good.

All those years, convinced — surely
I must be bad, the way
you keep punishing me
.

Leila Chatti, from “Faulty,” published in Prairie Schooner

Jun29 14,996 notes

I am becoming more and more firmly convinced that art is the only thing that matters in life.

Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra

reading:"the bell jar", slyvia plath
"jane eyre", charlotte brontë
"the feminine mystique", betty friedan
"caramelo", sandra cisneros
"just kids", patti smith
"the second sex", simone de beauvoir
"the red tent", anita diamant
listening:"this is why", paramore
"every loser", iggy pop
"lies they tell our children", anti-flag
"cracker island", gorillaz
"endless summer vacation", miley cyrus
"food for worms", shame
"five easy hot dogs", mac demarco